I wanted to grow stronger, but it seems to fail.

OHCRAP.

Smething went wrong with the music box in my blog. ):

It can't play the songs that i want.

Gah, i'll fixed it soon.

So yeah, byebye.

Goodnight.

YiiPhing (:

It seems hard to forget what you had said.

As long you're by my side, winning or losing isn't an issue.

Well, let me ask you.

Did you ever think to continue something that you know, you can prove
there's no more hope,
do you ever try again or you just move on?

The answer could be yes and also maybe NO.
But if you tried telling yourself you can do it, there's nothing to fear of,
you sure can achieve the best in the best. :)

xx.

Finally, 3 days 2 night prefect camp was over.
It was interesting, but challenging too.
I kept praying that i can pass this 3 days smooth and safely.
We never know what's going to happen next right?
So yeah.

I'm really happy and impressed for this time group members and leader.
They look fierce and unfriendly for the first time, but after that,
they took off their fake mask and finally,
we know, actually every members were friendly, but they're just shy.
Well, i seriously have no idea what am i talking about . LOL :D

The challenges for this time camp were tougher than the previous camp,
which is last year.
We tried MUD TREKKING, HIGH-ROPE CHALLENGE .

This two was freaking effing walau omggg HARD.
The mud covered up until the knee length and we went there at night.
NO TORCHLIGHT , you know?
The mud was so stinky. We went through without any light,
we used our receptors under our leg to feel whether it is safe to walk through.
Let me tell you, the mud trekking is to walk through the jungle.
Almost 1 hour plus plus. After finishing the mud trekking,
we reach the beach.
Well, its not considered as a beach, its called beting pasir.
We learned it in Geografi :)
The time it was air pasang, we all sat and gather there.
The sky was beautiful, that time was 1 30 am :D

The journey was scary, but with that, we learned to overcome the fear inside us.

Same goes to High-Rope challenge.
Its something like Flying Fox, you climb up the tree with ropes tied at your waist
and you just go up and overcome, pass the obstacles.
Haiyo, hard to explain at here. D:

Nevermind, my fingers are aching now, i think i need to stop.

SOYEAHITSOKAY,ATLEASTYOUREADTHROUGHTHISPOST,
BYEBYE :D

Yiiphing .

There were times that i know nothing more can be done,
but still i can't let you go,
in fact, i kept reminding myself that,
i still love you.

Some friendship comes suddenly whereas some takes time to find.

Obviously, she's a basketballer.
Number 9 :)
Hahah.
Not just a basketballer,
a professional basketballer.

A tall wan kay?
Taller than me ! :)

Hey. Meeting you was a fate. Or friendship was out from our control, because in life, we won't know what will come first, all we do is to pray, something good will come for us. And thank God, i found you :) Just to let you know, actually i'm seriously immature, i actually the same age like you. Hahah. I like to mix around with small or younger children to make me feel more young. I'm really retarded. LOL. I hope our friendship will be more stronger and stronger.
Maybe people will think that i want to be more popular so i stick you, but i hope
you won't have this thinking, cause people in the society nowadays are cruel. ): So yeah.
WE MUST TRUST EACH OTHER.
Because every friendship starts with the word, TRUST .

Lastly, i want you to know,
be yourself always,
like the CHUAHYUEHQI i first knew,
the one which smiles always, which never give up when she's being bullied.
You must teach me basketball one day, with our sifu. ! :D
iloveyou , YUEHQI :)

Do you?


Let's play like this next time :)

-YiiPhing (: -

As long as there are good friends behind your back, heartbreak is just an ant bite.

Hey :)
I'm coming to announce that this blog will be abandon for two weeks.

OMG, you sure wanna know why right?

Well, long story.
Straight to the main point.
First, my schedule is pack with projects,
Seni,Geografi,Sejarah,Sivik and KemahiranHidup.
So yeah. Screw them. Make life more confusing and annoying.

Second is definitely the most common one.
EXAMS
This one, makes me feels like my whole body is tearing apart. :(
Why do we have exams anyways?
Its not helping our enviroment.
Its making them cutting more trees down. :O
Then we will have global warming !
All also exams fault.
-.-

HAHA.

Seriously,
its late now,
I gtg bed.

:)

GoodBye,
May everyone stays healthy and happy these two weeks,
after two weeks,
we will meet again ! :)



Dear you,
if only you read this post,

:)

- YiiPhing (: -

One great use of words is to hide our thoughts.

:)

WANGLEEHOM songs damn awesome . P:

Hahah, seriously,
you won't understand,
only if you're at my side,
you'll know how awesome his songs are :D

DANG DANG DANG .

SUPERJUNIOR .
OMG, no way !
SuperJunior still the best lah kay ? :)
But thank God ,
I seldom stalk them already lately.
That means that I'm getting more normal and not that crazy already.

Everyone, HANDS UP ,
*clapclapclap* :D

HAHAHAHA. SO RANDOM. SO PERASAN.
O.O

:)

Well, 4 days of MSSD Basketball Tournament finally ended :)
Final match was really exciting,
especially Under15 Boys :)

WOW. So chi gek. D:

Hahha.

That last day, whole Block C is filled with octupus.
And gorilla's scream :P
Like this ;

WOOOO, WAAAA, YAYYYYY, * chop ball * , GOALLLLL !!


Teehee, damn sampat right?
But we gave motivation lah ey. :)

Hehehe,
congrats to Under 15 girls and guys,
Under 18 guys .
Champion :)

Under 18 girls,
thankyou also for you guys effort,
and congrats for you guys punya semangat,
never give up till the end.

Thankyou ! :)

Bu3-ians love you guys ! :)
(Y)

That's all for today,
byebye (:

May the royal wedding last forever and ever, like wad's written in fairytales :D

Andyouknow,

-YiiPhing- (:

Onedayyouwillneverknow,

eventually you fell in love with a person that you thought you never will.

Never knew falling in love could be that pain.

Hello :)

Its raining. The sky is crying.
And damn, i'm having slight fever and luckily it subsided a bit just now.
If not, i can't go camp tomorrow. D:
Ahaha, pray hard. :D

Well, issues about school were all fine.
Just that I think I'm too sensitive to ANYTHING.
Yeap, i mean EVERYTHING and ANYTHING.
I got nervous when my friends doesn't want to talk to me suddenly,
or even when they had mood swings or etc.
I started worrying and blame myself, its all my fault,
when actually it doesn't.
:(

Is the world changing?
Or am I the one who is changing?
Is everything going to be okay?

I think i'm having depression.
:(

LOL.

Skip that issue, let's say something random :)
Hahah.

Tumblr pictures are soo nice :D
The photography of them are absolutely perfect.
Teeeheee.

I'm sorry that i stole their pictures. :P

blahblahblah, iseriouslyhavenothingmoretosay. -.-

I'm sorry readers, that my blog is boring.
And ALWAYS with emo issues.
But, that's what i really need to express.

:D

Kaythanksagain,byebye :)

KEEPBELIEVING,

- YiiPhing -

You never get to see,
what's actually behind her smile.

The battle between tears and laughter.

'' I wished I were like this strawberry little girl,
that tells herself that everything would be fine,
even when she knows it doesn't.'''

Did you ever feel like the world you're living in suddenly turns dark?
I do, sometimes.
I wanna go to
a place that someone can lend their shoulder to lean for,
a place that i can cry everything out,
a place where i can be myself,
a place that i can see everyone's laughter.

Even for one day, please.

xx

I left you for a month.
But at least I'm back rite?
Teehee, iloveyou lah bloggie :)
Cause you the one where i can express my feelings out.

Haha.

School was fine. Exams were ' full stop ' .
Its history, what we should do is to work on future. :)
My number in class is really dissapointed.
I'm sorry to my mum and teachers.
Will work hard and try with all my strength next time ;)

Hwaiting. :)

That's all for today,
I seriously don't know wad to write.

HAHA.


Lastly,
I wanna tell you guys,
seriously please appreciate wad you have,
because you never know,
one day the one you love or care might just leave you,
and not even bothering to turn back and look at you.

:(

If only you know :
how the song in my heart goes.

-YiiPhing -