heartbreak .
ring ding dong .

221211 .

a day on the calender , a day to remember .

so, finally, i survived through this day.
the day where my dearest pmr results were out.
i was super EXCITED and super NERVOUS yesterday night
but suprisingly i got to sleep peacefully :)


jings ! and woke up superb early -.-
had breakfast with mum and went to school.
arrived at school and met up with bsb bestie, chingying.
wow, we was like 3 hours early than the results releasing time.
so, we walked to centrepoint as she have to eat her breakfast.
oh, we had subway while discussing about kpop stuffs and finally, cheryl arrived :)
hahahaha, we talked, we laughed and totally forgot about the nervousity of getting results.
damn.
walked back around 10 something and played basketball in a mild rain.

oh shit, my stamina are all gone. ):
i ran for like 5 rounds and i am choking already.
goshhhhhhh.
i need school again and basketball practice.
well,
AFTER THAT WAS THE MOST BREATHTAKING MOMENT .

our school's dewan was flooded.
not with water but people. -.-
i prayed and prayed and prayed.
there were people crying already. ):
my mind was replaying the same sentence over and over
* will i be the same too ? *
i am shivering, DAMN.

yeah, and all the blah the blah the blah.
i got neves A's out of eight.
B for chinese .
suppose to be happy ?
well, honest, i am sad .
so no use . ):
haih. regret also no use already.
just learn how to get over it as mum said
SPM is only the final destination .
which is really true? i think so.
I HAVE NO IDEA .

I NEED TO BATH AND WASH MY MEMORIES .

bye .

- yii phing
i have never to fly, therefore,
i can't fall .

Loverholic. Robotronic. Loverholic. Robotronic.
her whisper is a lucifer .

Can i have something like that? Something that's called DSLR camera . :)
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Lame much .


OH. CUPCAKE :D

I was sleeping soundly from 5pm till 7pm.
AND guess what? At 5.59pm, i got a shocking message from one if my piano friend.
She was the one whom went practical exam with me, with the same grade ( grade 6 )
@ Jaya 33 on 8th December 2011.

POOF. Well, she text me saying that the result had came out.
( wow, it was way more earlier than i had expected it to be. )
whatever, she told me that i got MERIT .

A step higher than PASS, and a step low.er than DISTINCTION.
HOYEAH, so its merit .

Like truthfully, i didn't understand my own feelings though.
I should have been happy, since it was my first time after so many grades.
YEAH, i know i sucks.
I should be singing the song of smurfs already in my house, like right now ?!

LALALALALALALALALALALA .
like that .

But i didn't. Instead i was wondering, whether was this news true.
-______________-

OH CRAP .

Nah i don't care.
Btw, i am pressing the replay button for
Shinee - Lucifer , music video :D
WOW. It's my 32 times already.
BAHAHAHAHAHA .

At first i was like,
ewwwwwww, why is the people inside so gay?
after that i saw key, wow, what's wrong with his hair?
AND TAEMIN too ! :P

But right now,
I AM addicted.

Oh well,
I asked for a favour from my dad just now.
Asking him to buy me a DSLR with goals.
DAMN,
i bet with getting a merit in piano pratical exam ( which i already had achieved, i think )
and also another goosebump of this year,
by getting 6A's in the PMR examinations.
-__________________________-

It was really a big bet to me.
I am afraid i can't achieve for the A's.
D:

GUESS WHAT?
My dad asked for one more A.
Total is 7 .

hmmm, okay, well, thinking, depressing ...........................HOW THE HELL I AM GOING TO DO THAT?
-__________________________________________-

Fine, leave it to the God. :)
The God knows what to better.
I hope everything turns out good,
and in all the ways i want :D

greedy much . teehee !
bye .

I will ignite, and disappear from your life.

- yii phing
`` let's pretend till the end,
pretend we never got hurt at all.

Oh, BTW, MY BLOG IS ALREADY 3 YEARS OLD ,
teehee.

PEACE (:

Why didn't you realize?
you was once the song in my heart.

HAHAHAHAHA.

i am back, like finally.
was thinking of deleting this blog.
but i realized i had feelings to this blog as i had wrote so much
of the moments of my life in here.
no matter whether its happy, sad, touching, annoying or BLAH.

it was all about my LIFE.

troolololooool .
it feels so blank suddenly after coming back to this blog.
DAMN .

was back from oh-so-full-of-handsome-guys-city ,
SINGAPORE !
:)

DARN, i wanna go there again and sit tons of MRT trips.
Every station has handsome guys, miss that !
guess i am already a guy holic?
i'm sorry , i need to admit that.
sometimes, you just can't get your eyes off them .

like how you feel towards someone special.

* tsk tsk *

Lastly btw,
i went

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE

:D

HAHAHAHAH. KAY. BYE.

i think i will be going singapore again next year !
for chinese new year celebration. :)
but why not CNY falls on february ?!
DAMN, if its like that,
i would be more happier as Super Junior is going to be there too in FEBRUARY.

Anyways, i am still anticipating,
SINGAPORE babeyh, see you in January. :D

Love.

- yii phing
`` i loved you yesterday and now no more.

There was a big difference between you and me, we just didn't realize it.

POOF.

I am back, with music, babyeh :D
This was the first week studying after holiday.
Its like, oh finally, we studied again. ):
It was cool having to meet our friends again, but omg, not homeworks please.
It's so fast, today is saturday already.

My entire week was wasted on xxxxxxx Project.
Seriously, if its not counted in PMR marks, i won't give a damn doing it.
Do teacher ever realize when a student is really giving their whole effort doing it,
what teacher could say is only
" SALAH, BUAT SEMULA, SAYA SUDAH BERITAHU, YOU TAK TAHU KE? SAYA TAK MAHU TENGOK LAGI. "
Are you kidding, we (students) get upset obviously, but we controlled our temper,
why can't teacher do the same? wtf is going on with the world now.
(i.am.so.sorry.for.using.foul.language.)
Come on lah. WALAU WEYH.
Sometimes they din't tell us THATPARTICULARTHING,
but they kept saying they did.
GOODJOB MAN (Y) .

And now, i handed up the project and found out something went wrong again,
i'm willing to get it right, if teacher let me to do so.
But if she doesn't, i think i'm getting a 0 marks and F grade for the project.
Mostly, i don't think she will let me to change.
FINE, I'll ask her on monday morning, sure kena gao gao from her. -.-
Pray for me for not getting killed okay? Thanks :D
Well, i know i'm wrong though for not checking it properly.
But when i wanna double confirm with her about the details,
she SCOLDED me.
!$%*(#&()$##@@@%&*(*
What do you want me to do den?
Leave it undone izzit?

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIR . ):

Today night ada wedding dinner pulak.
Dun feel like going,
there's nothing to do there anyways,
there are only GOOD, TASTY, AWESOME foods.
I would like spent my time at home,
online-ing, eventhough its kind of boring lately.
D:

Today i don't feel like anything.


Okaythanksforcoming :)

-YiiPhing -

当我要看着你的时候，你却回头走掉了，
我只好再等你的背影，希望你在我眼前又经过。
可能是我太在意，
太在意有一天你会忘掉我。

I wanted to grow stronger, but it seems to fail.

OHCRAP.

Smething went wrong with the music box in my blog. ):

It can't play the songs that i want.

Gah, i'll fixed it soon.

So yeah, byebye.

Goodnight.

YiiPhing (:

It seems hard to forget what you had said.

As long you're by my side, winning or losing isn't an issue.

Well, let me ask you.

Did you ever think to continue something that you know, you can prove
there's no more hope,
do you ever try again or you just move on?

The answer could be yes and also maybe NO.
But if you tried telling yourself you can do it, there's nothing to fear of,
you sure can achieve the best in the best. :)

xx.

Finally, 3 days 2 night prefect camp was over.
It was interesting, but challenging too.
I kept praying that i can pass this 3 days smooth and safely.
We never know what's going to happen next right?
So yeah.

I'm really happy and impressed for this time group members and leader.
They look fierce and unfriendly for the first time, but after that,
they took off their fake mask and finally,
we know, actually every members were friendly, but they're just shy.
Well, i seriously have no idea what am i talking about . LOL :D

The challenges for this time camp were tougher than the previous camp,
which is last year.
We tried MUD TREKKING, HIGH-ROPE CHALLENGE .

This two was freaking effing walau omggg HARD.
The mud covered up until the knee length and we went there at night.
NO TORCHLIGHT , you know?
The mud was so stinky. We went through without any light,
we used our receptors under our leg to feel whether it is safe to walk through.
Let me tell you, the mud trekking is to walk through the jungle.
Almost 1 hour plus plus. After finishing the mud trekking,
we reach the beach.
Well, its not considered as a beach, its called beting pasir.
We learned it in Geografi :)
The time it was air pasang, we all sat and gather there.
The sky was beautiful, that time was 1 30 am :D

The journey was scary, but with that, we learned to overcome the fear inside us.

Same goes to High-Rope challenge.
Its something like Flying Fox, you climb up the tree with ropes tied at your waist
and you just go up and overcome, pass the obstacles.
Haiyo, hard to explain at here. D:

Nevermind, my fingers are aching now, i think i need to stop.

SOYEAHITSOKAY,ATLEASTYOUREADTHROUGHTHISPOST,
BYEBYE :D

Yiiphing .

There were times that i know nothing more can be done,
but still i can't let you go,
in fact, i kept reminding myself that,
i still love you.

Some friendship comes suddenly whereas some takes time to find.

Obviously, she's a basketballer.
Number 9 :)
Hahah.
Not just a basketballer,
a professional basketballer.

A tall wan kay?
Taller than me ! :)

Hey. Meeting you was a fate. Or friendship was out from our control, because in life, we won't know what will come first, all we do is to pray, something good will come for us. And thank God, i found you :) Just to let you know, actually i'm seriously immature, i actually the same age like you. Hahah. I like to mix around with small or younger children to make me feel more young. I'm really retarded. LOL. I hope our friendship will be more stronger and stronger.
Maybe people will think that i want to be more popular so i stick you, but i hope
you won't have this thinking, cause people in the society nowadays are cruel. ): So yeah.
WE MUST TRUST EACH OTHER.
Because every friendship starts with the word, TRUST .

Lastly, i want you to know,
be yourself always,
like the CHUAHYUEHQI i first knew,
the one which smiles always, which never give up when she's being bullied.
You must teach me basketball one day, with our sifu. ! :D
iloveyou , YUEHQI :)

Do you?


Let's play like this next time :)

-YiiPhing (: -