heartbreak .
ring ding dong .

221211 .

a day on the calender , a day to remember .

so, finally, i survived through this day.
the day where my dearest pmr results were out.
i was super EXCITED and super NERVOUS yesterday night
but suprisingly i got to sleep peacefully :)


jings ! and woke up superb early -.-
had breakfast with mum and went to school.
arrived at school and met up with bsb bestie, chingying.
wow, we was like 3 hours early than the results releasing time.
so, we walked to centrepoint as she have to eat her breakfast.
oh, we had subway while discussing about kpop stuffs and finally, cheryl arrived :)
hahahaha, we talked, we laughed and totally forgot about the nervousity of getting results.
damn.
walked back around 10 something and played basketball in a mild rain.

oh shit, my stamina are all gone. ):
i ran for like 5 rounds and i am choking already.
goshhhhhhh.
i need school again and basketball practice.
well,
AFTER THAT WAS THE MOST BREATHTAKING MOMENT .

our school's dewan was flooded.
not with water but people. -.-
i prayed and prayed and prayed.
there were people crying already. ):
my mind was replaying the same sentence over and over
* will i be the same too ? *
i am shivering, DAMN.

yeah, and all the blah the blah the blah.
i got neves A's out of eight.
B for chinese .
suppose to be happy ?
well, honest, i am sad .
so no use . ):
haih. regret also no use already.
just learn how to get over it as mum said
SPM is only the final destination .
which is really true? i think so.
I HAVE NO IDEA .

I NEED TO BATH AND WASH MY MEMORIES .

bye .

- yii phing
i have never to fly, therefore,
i can't fall .

Loverholic. Robotronic. Loverholic. Robotronic.
her whisper is a lucifer .

Can i have something like that? Something that's called DSLR camera . :)
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Lame much .


OH. CUPCAKE :D

I was sleeping soundly from 5pm till 7pm.
AND guess what? At 5.59pm, i got a shocking message from one if my piano friend.
She was the one whom went practical exam with me, with the same grade ( grade 6 )
@ Jaya 33 on 8th December 2011.

POOF. Well, she text me saying that the result had came out.
( wow, it was way more earlier than i had expected it to be. )
whatever, she told me that i got MERIT .

A step higher than PASS, and a step low.er than DISTINCTION.
HOYEAH, so its merit .

Like truthfully, i didn't understand my own feelings though.
I should have been happy, since it was my first time after so many grades.
YEAH, i know i sucks.
I should be singing the song of smurfs already in my house, like right now ?!

LALALALALALALALALALALA .
like that .

But i didn't. Instead i was wondering, whether was this news true.
-______________-

OH CRAP .

Nah i don't care.
Btw, i am pressing the replay button for
Shinee - Lucifer , music video :D
WOW. It's my 32 times already.
BAHAHAHAHAHA .

At first i was like,
ewwwwwww, why is the people inside so gay?
after that i saw key, wow, what's wrong with his hair?
AND TAEMIN too ! :P

But right now,
I AM addicted.

Oh well,
I asked for a favour from my dad just now.
Asking him to buy me a DSLR with goals.
DAMN,
i bet with getting a merit in piano pratical exam ( which i already had achieved, i think )
and also another goosebump of this year,
by getting 6A's in the PMR examinations.
-__________________________-

It was really a big bet to me.
I am afraid i can't achieve for the A's.
D:

GUESS WHAT?
My dad asked for one more A.
Total is 7 .

hmmm, okay, well, thinking, depressing ...........................HOW THE HELL I AM GOING TO DO THAT?
-__________________________________________-

Fine, leave it to the God. :)
The God knows what to better.
I hope everything turns out good,
and in all the ways i want :D

greedy much . teehee !
bye .

I will ignite, and disappear from your life.

- yii phing
`` let's pretend till the end,
pretend we never got hurt at all.

Oh, BTW, MY BLOG IS ALREADY 3 YEARS OLD ,
teehee.

PEACE (:

Why didn't you realize?
you was once the song in my heart.

HAHAHAHAHA.

i am back, like finally.
was thinking of deleting this blog.
but i realized i had feelings to this blog as i had wrote so much
of the moments of my life in here.
no matter whether its happy, sad, touching, annoying or BLAH.

it was all about my LIFE.

troolololooool .
it feels so blank suddenly after coming back to this blog.
DAMN .

was back from oh-so-full-of-handsome-guys-city ,
SINGAPORE !
:)

DARN, i wanna go there again and sit tons of MRT trips.
Every station has handsome guys, miss that !
guess i am already a guy holic?
i'm sorry , i need to admit that.
sometimes, you just can't get your eyes off them .

like how you feel towards someone special.

* tsk tsk *

Lastly btw,
i went

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE

:D

HAHAHAHAH. KAY. BYE.

i think i will be going singapore again next year !
for chinese new year celebration. :)
but why not CNY falls on february ?!
DAMN, if its like that,
i would be more happier as Super Junior is going to be there too in FEBRUARY.

Anyways, i am still anticipating,
SINGAPORE babeyh, see you in January. :D

Love.

- yii phing
`` i loved you yesterday and now no more.